Problems

When i am writing this I am so glad this two days is over. Every single time when i head back to my hometown. What is more to expect? problems, problems and more problems. Sometimes i even become the black sheep. Because aunties gossip about the whole family member for their pleasure, uncles think they are always right on whatever you do or they do and i am just so SICK  living among these people.  They also never seem to have an ending to their problems. Some of them tell you about their life problems which are so hard to solve,uncontrollable and just saddening you know. and some are just unnecessary problems with which were made into a bigger ones for i don’t know what stupid reasons they have. I just felt that i can’t take no more of this unnecessary crap. Like i give a damn on, What this bitch owns,who flew to the moon and so on. it is just exactly like one of those Taiwanese drama u watched on television with problems that never ends until episode 134252464. Well, what do you expect from a small town with nothing much to do .

The fact that these problems are made out of human greed. What more am i to say. Well, I might not be right on this but what i do know is that family stand by your side whenever we faced something rough in life

 

 

Inspirational Love Pain

Everybody on this earth have been through Suffering,Pain and Unhappy. Things which we would not want it to happen but had no control of it. But that when people become inspirational, throughout pain. They make Quotes , Music or Poems. It all started with pain. Then after awhile people start believing in them. Like this is so true, it happened to me. We forget how to appreciate, accept and forgive. Its pretty common isn’t it? How you would start believing in crappy quotes and live miserable because the fact that it is true and hold the grudge on something useless. Lets say your friend complimented you 10 minutes ago, you smile and move on with life but you will hold the grudge your friend criticize how fat you were 2 years ago.

You be surprise on how many people on this earth became so inspirational over emotional. After that they hope their unhappiness, suffering and pain would be inflicted to others. So you could at least feel how is it to be in their shoe.

Good girls/Bad girls

Getting into a relationship don’t always go the way i want. Yeah, sad to say that. But i am not  that desperate to get into a relationship. You see the problem with me is i don’t go for just anybody .  This character has always been in me ‘ Choosy’ and i always look for something different in girls. That is a stupid idea . i haven’t really been in a serious relationship for quite some time now. As i always tell myself to choose someone which is in between good and bad. That way you can have a little bit of both. Another bad idea. These people always seem to have problem with their ex boyfriend. Generally i also don’t  hit on girls with super hot body or look like a model. don’t know why. Having a hot girlfriend is just way overrated. Girls which I always trying to get together with always start off pretty well then suddenly you become strangers again after first date. How pathetic. It is like some curse is put on me or something. HA HA. For now i just want to leave it as it is. Sick of trying to  hit on girls  at the moment  and having mixed feeling to fuck you up. i am already getting all this crap even before getting into a serious relationship.The positive feedback i got from a friend few days ago was ‘ Good guys finish last’ atleast that phrase gave me a little peace of mind

 

Ciao peeps

 

The Birthday Card

Must be kinda lame always bitching about my birthday. I seriously got to get over this. Well as i was looking through my book i actually found a birthday card that was given to me a year ago from a girl i used to debate almost about everything. She was problematic, kind and funny at times. Mostly we had to get through rough times.As we always argue for god knows what, i can’t even remember what actually did we argue about.  Well too bad it never worked out between us. Anyway i appreciate that moment that she did put a smile on my face by making a card. I was thinking of throwing it away, but with all the effort she took to make that card and it did make me smile looking back at it. I decided to keep it somewhere i would never see in the next 5 years LOL. (for your info i did throw away one of my ex cheap ass paper card before and gave away some of the gifts they got me to charity hehehe)  Guys have memory box too you know. Sounds gay i know.  We were very attach back then? Like super glue. Even she complain haha. Texts each other everyday almost 24/7.  I am happy for her that she finally got into a relationship and found a guy who treats her better than i do. i am not saying that i treated her very badly, It is just that we have different thinking and characteristics. Well minus the bully part la.   here a little preview of the card  =)       
                                                       

Ciao peeps

My 21st

I have to say my 21st was the best birthday i ever had. =) Things just went swell. My mom bought a watch for remembrance of my 21st birthday. She also told me that it would go a long way. After that i also went to church before having the weirdest drinking session ever. Went up genting with my friends. A weird concoction of how 3 of us became friends lol. An Indonesian, Korean and a Malaysian Chinese . We also sat there for only 1 hour though as i had to go home. Yeah curfew and i was feeling a little sick from drinking a bottle of champagne and some wine in the afternoon with my mother. We continued the other day which was yesterday. Had the whole carton finished well almost =P but it was really a memorable birthday. i would have repeated it if  i could.  Just the way i like it simple celebration and good company.

Ciao peeps.

Hello World

I finally continued to blog again in this new blog. Where i usually talk about my life, Bitch about everything and so on. My old blog has too much old shit and it is too messy. So here i am making a new blog. This time with more publicity to it.Haha. I am gonna work on it as i am free and change it from time to time. i am gonna make a proper post whenever i am free. I am also new here so i need to time to get use to it. Chao